I shared a video here yesterday.

I shared a video here yesterday.
I posted it around the same time on my Instagram too.

It hit 8000 views. Very close to 100 likes. Maybe a dozen followers.
I've experienced a lot of things in my life but not something like this.
And here's what i wanted to share about this experience.

I've always had enough reasons to not post on the internet. That mindset was deeply embedded into me i guess, to not show myself or my world much. Just had too many reasons to stay away. It's fine living that way but the challenge lied in wanting something that was possible only through the internet. Through content. It was like wanting to see Mt Everest but not do the training & hike to get there. Usual story of a human life i guess.

The desire in me was so strong that moving forward was the only direction to go. And i pulled myself enough to go ahead & post that, as a reel & then here. Being very true that the video was not made with that intent. I have a hand-few followers & wanted to share that special moment just as a 24 hr expiring story. One special man pushed me to share it with the world. Or probably he was just the nudge to the desire i had so strongly within me.That's what i wanted to share.

You either move in the direction of your desire knowing it's not going to be easy or take control of your desires & be in peace. Resolve the conflict of wanting both, if its taking a toll on you.

If you've been waiting to do something that you deeply care about, the post is that nudge. Go.